So,

So, you're upset because you had to go pawn your guitar tonight in order to get us some food for dinner (potatoes, sour cream, shredded cheese), my heart bleeds for you. (not)

And no, you don't need to remind me that neither my Dec rent or my Jan rent has been paid and it's almost time for Feb rent to be paid. And no, I haven't found a job yet, like I told you I am waiting for my provisional nursing license to come in the mail before I can get hired on somewhere.

I really am not interested in hearing how badly you've got it.
I've got:
~fulltime school -complete with homework, studying, many projects and presentations, ect...
~4 kids to take care of, two of those with behavioral disorders, all of them high maintenance
~a home to keep in some sort of order so CPS doesn't swoop in and take my kids away
~rent and bills to pay that I don't possibly have the money for
~dealing with severe, chronic depression and anxiety
~severe anemia which makes me very weak and fatigued 24/7
~a vehicle that is dying and the stress of driving around with no insurance (again)
~completing my online required course in prep for taking my NCLEX exam
~studying for my NCLEX exam
~oh, and yes....in my spare time, finding a fulltime job & someone to watch the kids during this time.

All you have to do is go to work and then you get to go home and have a peaceful night sitting on your couch watching cable TV.

In other news, I'm getting sick with a bad cold, along with nausea & diarrhea too and maybe if I'm real lucky this eye irritation I've had for the past 24 hours is pinkeye.....yippee!